heYx..feelin kinda slpy nw..ton thru yest nite..mornin came back 2 slp fer 3+hrs den woke up 2 go fer wrk..shagged..yest heard alot stuff..mani thingys went thru my head..tinkin n tinkin..hmmm..n i felt i cant find back e communication path wit xf..sigh..beginnin of e dae was a bad part le..hmmm..sigh...was realli confused on wat i'm suppose 2 do when i reach sch..bt when she reach sch,she jz do her own stuff..din gif a warmin smile..dae was darkened by tt..nvm..loaded al e equipment n dried food stuff onto yulun's dad lorry..thx fer e transport man..esle i dunno hw 2 transport so much stuff over..1st stop was 2 andrea's hse 2 get al e food..i sat behind..was so high ~!hehex..kept luffin..bt my hair was in a mess..realli..lolx..after gettin e food stuff onto 2 lorry,e final stop was 2 east coast~!was pushed 2 sit in front..sianx..no more wind..hehex..upon reachin there,thingys started 2 get borin..oh ya..we reached there ard 12..coz we wanan xchange pit..coz i delayed e bookin of pits..n gt pit no 49 n 51..bt we wanted 50 n 51..so we decided 2 go earli n chop e 2 pits..ya..mi n her din tok..when i ask her qns,her attitude ans was toot..hehex..sigh..den i realli find e place there dun suit mi..den i went fer a walk..irene accompanied mi..den we sat at e rocks n tok..tok alot..found out a few stuff..after tokin,went back coz nid 2 set up booth fer registration..sat wit eunice aka my xiao mei..booked pit no 50 de ren came n saw 1 of my seniors settin up fire..he acted blur n claim he din noe tt was their pit..bt the family insisted on wantin pit 50 n nt 49..they dun care if we set up fire ntx..they jz wan us 2 move awae..wel,after seein tis,i was totalli stunned n speechles..xiao mei was bside n gave mi a pat on shoulder..tHx..=)it sumhw helps..we 2 sat dwn 2 tink abt games..tt stressed mi alot..n it started 2 drizzle..argh..was in low morale le..den started 2 an wei zi ji..lolx..time pass n freshies start cumin in wit e GLs..helped xiao mei at e reg part..den thingys started 2 get goin..as IC,hav 2 look everywhere 2 c wat's goin on..so i walked back n forth btwin 49 n 50 n oso e beach..quite tirin..no fixed place..den e seniors lyk kaiwei n haohao,youwei n zhenhui started 2 throw peepx into 2 water..den i happened 2 b at e pit 51 n wanted 2 walk 2 pit 49,they grabbed mi up..shocked sia..den they threw mi into e waters..wat e kuku..was e 1st gal 2 kn threw inside..hehex..lyk e throwin part..sumhw get mi high..den my er ziS n nu erS reach..tried 2 hug dem so i cant make dem a lil wet..hehex..evil..hehex..my er ziS was thrown into 2 water..omg..mother can onli c dem being threw..hehehx..bbq carried on..pit 49 was a isolated 1..no much freshies were there..mos GLs was at pit 51..sigh..hmmm..pit 49 fire was out,den andrea n i decided 2 bring over al e stuff 2 pit 51..i packed up e whole place manx,cleared up rubbish n stuffs..when i was dere,dunno wat 2 do..xf was wit e freshies..she seem 2 able 2 entertain dem..wanted 2 join dem bt xiao mei tt time seems bery unhappy..so pulled her awae 2 e rocks n tok..sigh..hmmm..xf sat wit lyk a few guys on e bench..can c quite packed..lyk no space so din sit dem bt did went there n look at dem n ka jiao abit..den went 2 beach walk n chat wit huizhen aka da jie..den lao pa found us n we found a real nice spot 2 sit on..we lay dwn n tok..so shiok..den kaiwei n zhenhui came along..hehex..found a cute bt bt farnie fact on hw kaiwei ask andrea 2 b his gf..walked 2 jetty wit francis aka lao pa n calvin..e kids n xf moved 2 e parvilion..again i din went there..nearli went off wit e gro of peepx hu's walkin 2 7-11..called xf 2 ask if she wanna go n she sort of said sth..knew i did sth wrong..realli wrong so i walked back..sum unhappy stuff happened a min b4 tt..nearli wanna quarrel wit him..tot i can walk awae n cool dwn..bt after wat xf said n wat happen..felt lyk cryin??hehex..so i din go parvilion 2 look up e kids..went 2 sit at e bench alone..xf kept callin mi 2 go wit dem..din wan 2..was feelin so guilty le..realli..hmm..sigh..den lester came along n said i looked troubled..hehex..was troubled..bt din tel him..stared at sky,feelin e breeze blowin against mi n tot abt it..soon lyk 2 more peepx joined mi 2 chit chat..den at ard 5+..i started 2 pack up e other pit..felt lyk slpin..so i started 2 pack myself..youwei n calvin came along 2 help..thX..=) soon thingys gt arranged niceli..bt junjie gt tummy ache..we set up fire again 2 warm up a can of milo fer him..hehex..dae break le,xf was stil e kids at e parvilion,n i again sat at e bench..hehex..dunno y..sigh..started 2 distribute e stuff among e ourselves..tt was a fast 1..mi dcide hu 2 take back wat..n i gt back a big carton box..lata gotta bring back sch..hehex..heavy u noe..hmmm..din go hme wit xf n youwei..went hme wit da jie n laopa instead..dunno y..hmmm..oki..wel  2 mi,e bbq did went wel,bt i tink i din do a gd job thou..realli..din pei e freshies..keep leavin her alone??hehex..wooo..suanx le..realli dunno hw 2 tok 2 her le..even laopa can sense e attitude i'm havin frm her..2dae sth happened..tink alot again..hehex..welx..soon thingys wil b fine soon..

take carex..

2 aL hu helped in e BbQ,a million thx manx..muackiex..

soRRi peepx..finalli hav e  little time 2 update my blog..hmmmx..tired 2 e core le..straight after e 1 wk camp..i started wrk n continuousli goin back 2 sch..til nw i din hav a single dae stayin at hme..power..hehex..tis sat's my event le..scare tt there'll b cock up, stressed too..everi1 cums up 2 mi n ask tis n tt..arGHhhh..sumhw feelin thingys r chokin inside mi n i nid a break..perhaps after e bbq event..tink i been missin out alot..sumhw i owaz seems so slow in knowin stuff..mayb i'm blur..hmmm..xF havin sum probs i tink esle she wun wan 2 tok on fone when i called her abt e bbq stuff..tink she's mentalli tired..hope she get well soon..shi oso havin sum prob..hope u can solve it soon..

oki..lets tok abt my camp..went thru whole camp wit a bunch of GLs..slp n kui shio 2gether..gt closer bcoz of e camp..shal update more abt my camp when i hav e energy to..

tink wat i nid nw is a break..frm e club activities??dunno y..sumtimes bcoz of a reason,they mite jz dun like tis person n condemn e person??i hope tt wun happen 2 mi..so i jz wish e BBQ event jz go well n nth crops up..esle i'll b bery sad..sigh..

take care peepx..

wel..i'm goin fer camp in a few hrs time..to al my frens..take gd care..wil miss u all..wil meet up after my camp..i'll b gone fer a wk..shito..n heard tt they confiscatin our fones..hope tis nt true..

suling,caroline,shimei,peimei..:..take care yea??i'll b back 1 wk lata..hehex..mis mi~!mit up after my camp..

junni,xiaoyun,fiona.megha,n al rocky master frens..:..jia you..when i'm back,share e wrkin hrs wit mi..lolx..dun mis mi~!

al GLs..:..jia you fer tis camp..noe we're al bery stressed up..coz e GLTs expect alot frm us..bt dun worri..we're lyk a family..we can care n share..hehex..tis camp wil b a success

gib..:..wil mis u alot..luv u

hmMMm...been goin tis 2 daes..yesterdae gt hme at 8+..bt 2dae 10+..shaggED~!..everywhere's tired..mentalli n physicalli tired..wonder hw 2 gain back al my energy..tink i nid quite a few daes of slp 2 get back al my energy..bt i dun tink i hav e chance..tmr gotta wrk earli in e mornin..den fri gotta go sch..sat oso nida go sch..onli left sun le..den mon start my scamp le..wah..bzi woman..lolx..tink i hav drop e idea of quittin GL..bu ke yi xiang kun nan di tou..lolx..i stil hav my FO BBQ 2 take care of..tis 1 make my head bery big..din do anithin 2 it since after i pass up e proposal except contributin 140 bucks 2 it..sianx..hehex..

realli wonderin wat's wrong wit her..mayb i tink too much..felt tt she gifin mi sum attitude..hmmm..sumhw sense it..tink i dun approach her too much..felt tt i make her xplode..hehex..it's realli sad n pek chek when sum1 keeps treatin u cold when u done nth wrong??hmmX..tink she mood swingin..jz lyk mi..lolx..

realli wan 2 hav rest..nvr stayed at hme fer whole dae since after exams..beginnin 2 feel tt i treatin hme as hotel..either wrkin or go sch..

tink i stop here..bery tired le..wanna bath..

2 al my frenx..take carey~!muaCKX..mis u dearli..

heYx..so tired n shagged nw..been wrkin since 7am - 6pm..covered up fer my fren..aniwae i oso wanna wrk more..tot abt it le..tink i'm givin up my wednesdae wrkin slot n pass it 2 junni..practicalli whole wk nida go back sch fer e orientation thingy..bt i onli hav tues,fri n sat free..n sort of in charge of sth..tink i nida get another dae off..i oso tok my big bro abt it..tink he enlighten mi..felt tt i shld gif up my place as GL..n let others hav a try coz i can c tt there're others hu gifs more commitment den mi..coz they owaz turn up fer al meetins bt i din..e thingys tt were happenin n i dunno abt it..felt abit left out?wel..tink i mood swingin..hehex..n e thingys tt happened made dem realli sad??havin mixed feelins??felt lyk knowin so i noe wat's goin on..esle when they tok abt it,at least i noe wat's goin on..hmmm..den yesterdae tears was practicalli rollin lyk dunno wat..wel..nt too kua zhang..hehex..bt i oso dunno y i'm cryin n wat i cryin fer..mayb too tired??shagged ba..

shall stop tokin abt tis stuffs..shal tok abt my bdae..had a great dae thou kn throw into water fer a few times..thX wo de hao xiong di..wo hui ji zhu de..lolx..spent e whole afternoon at sentosa..was at siloso beach playin..played kayak,volleyball n waTER~!hehex..we al were totalli burnt..we were al red..lyk walkin live crabs..lolx..ate 2 cakes..1 by my frens..e other by him..recived alot of bdae wishes frm frens..thx manx..my 1st gift was frm my cca frens..gt it on e laz dae of e MC camp..tt camp shagged sia..hehex..wel..b attendin another camp bt tis time 1wk duration..

sUling,sHimeI,liSHi,hAnwEN,yeWchuN,wEIshEng,DEsmoNd n kELvin-->thx fer makin my dae great..luV u al 4 tT..hAD a hElL of FUn tiMEs..nVR had sucH fuN fEr my bDaex..

gIB-->tHx feR eNdin mY dAE wIT a gReat gIFt..

GLs of e FO camp-->no matter waT,muz jia u..thou nt everi meetin i get 2 b wit u all..

leNa-->jIA uU..

caROlinE-->jia u fER ur studIES~!

pEImeiI-->thx fer 2 drawins..lyk it alot..wahahaha..take carex my fren..

fELlOw rOcki fREns-->jia u~!hope can increase wrkin daex..lolx..

jUnNi-->stoP eaTIn n sTARt exERciSIn..

f4-->jia u~!

well,2 everi single 1 of u..muz take care lots..mis u all..=D